Friday, December 26, 2008

新的声音


他并不算是新人,他的专辑在2008年的5月发行……

经过我的roomate几天不断的播放他的歌,我被他的声音,他的音乐吸引住了!


他,就是萧闳仁!!

真的有够酷哦!

Friday, November 14, 2008

Lectures Day

14th Nov, 2008 Friday Mood: So-so~

It is totally a lecture-conference day for me..
Early in the morning woke up and went to the second day of World Diabetes Day conference in Minin Square...

I have to say is interesting to listen this Professor from Moscow talked about the mechanism of increatin defeciency in development of type 2 diabetes melitus..
If one day..I am too free enough..well, I'll consider to post up something about Type 2 DM for my juniors...=)


The second part of my day is devoted to this "Neurology Made Easy" a lecture given by Dr. Erle Lim from NSU...I have to say Bravo!!! but...haaa! there is always a but here..I'm quite sad and disappointed to myself..

Erle Lim said "Neurology is easy..."
while I said "After the lecture you gave, yaaa...it really makes me thinks that neurolgy is much more difficult that I think it is...=.=" "


Erle Lim said "I know you all know about this..I'm not goin to go through.."
while I said "ya..I have no idea about this...I guess I've return all my neurology knowledge t my teacher.."


After whole 2hours of adrenaline surge...I felt suffocated...I have no idea what where am I who am I....Oh my...really need to study harder and harder.. (forget about it..I said this like million times??never work~ *cry*)

Saturday, November 1, 2008

My First Day of November

1st of Nov, Weather: 10degree, Mood: Very Good

Woke up in the early morning by my B and read the topics that I should discuss today - Benzene intoxication and Organochlorine pesticides intoxication~ well..i just use 30mins to finish that...

Thought that today class will be very boring..but after all, not that I expected..We discuss the topics, talked with a patient who suffered from memory loss..and then teacher finished the class...and that is 12.30pm..

After that, me, Lav and Ameet went t Rostick again (yesterday just went)..ordered my favourite spicy chicken wings, but kinda heartache when see the price..haih..really can't compare Russia and Malaysia..sob sob~~

Then rushed back to hostel and start to prepare the sushi that I promised. It took me 4 hours to finish all the sushi..was waited Leen and Dav come to help me...they were quite late...hng~! Anyway..still appreaciate their help la..

So here...creation of Sushi..with the help of Leen, Dav, Jack, Mike and Nio..thanks guysss...without your help I can't make it..and Thank God~

Monday, October 20, 2008

These Inward Trials

I asked the Lord, that I might grow In faith, and love, and every grace;
Might more of His salvation know, And seek more earnestly His face.
I hoped that in some favoured hour At once He’d answer my request,
And by His love’s constraining power Subdue my sins, and give me rest.
Instead of this, He made me feel The hidden evils of my heart;
And let the angry powers of hell Assault my soul in every part.
Yea more, with His own hand He seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe; Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
“Lord, why is this?” I trembling cried, “Wilt thou pursue Thy worm to death?”
“Tis in this way, “ the Lord replied, “I answer prayer for grace and faith.
These inward trials I employ From self and pride to set thee free;
And break thy schemes of earthly joy, That thou may’st seek thy all in me”
by John Newton

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Petition about Extra Practical Class in NNSMA

Well, recently I had heard enough for all the arguing and petition thingy running within my academy and hostel~~ Frankly speaking..headache about this!

Later today at 11am, we going to have an annual meeting among all the malaysians students in NNSMA (Nizhny Novgorod State Medical Academy). Actually it is kinda sad that we almost have an big issue every year. This year is all about the extra pratical class demanded by our deanary without our acknowledge.

So what's goin on here actually??
Let me start the story from the beginning....

Last year, out of sudden, we received news (after our lecture, in lecture hall) that those JPA students have to stay back for special issue..(os: why everytime have to be so unfair..JPA and Private??We are studying the same thing and we are going to graduate with the same degree!!)

Well, after that we found out that those JPA students have extra practical classes, and their JPA already paid for it..Thus, at that moment...of course appeared some private students who argued with dean and ask for the same treat.

Anyway, at that moment, dean already said to us that if we want the extra practical class, we need to pay 500usd...and that is why nobody make any noise after that and just swallow all the resentment into the stomach~~

..........

Then during this Summer holiday, of course we private students have to pay our tuition fees as usual. I called up Russian Resources and ask for the exact amount for all the fees..and the lady in the office told me..."oh, Moey Hui Xian har..6th years rite? well, your fees are..3500 tuition fees, 675 for hostel, 150 fo insurance, 500 for practical and u still owe us ur previous hostel fee.........(well the last part it doesnt matter..) and Wow!! She speak so fluently like nothing is weird happening here~! I immediately asked her "excuse me?? 500 for practical..in usd ar?? what is that har?"
"Ya, it is in usd, ur academy said is compulsory to pay" the lady answered.
I didn't blame her as I know she is just a clerk or something in the office~~

So here we are...the problems here is that:
1. The practical class just pop out without giving us any notice before...want to make our parents heart attack..
2. The practical class is so much more expensive compare to the normal class...I missed one normal class I paid 150rubs..and now I need to pay 30usd for extra practical class if i miss it..
3. Teachers who goin to teach us in the extra practical class and the one responsible for this (Lydia) don't even know that we pay for it~!
4. Without this, we already don't have enough time to sleep and study..(except those din study =.=")...and now we have to spend this extra 3 hours or even more (2 hours for the class and 1 hour for travelling) Just come to think about it...me myself as an example, my class finish at 1pm then lecture finish at 4pm sometimes 5pm. Then, the practical class from 5-7pm...back to hostel at 8pm...cook+bath (for me 1 and the half hour is enough)..so..9.30pm..then study(usually i use more than 4hours) so basically is up to 1.30am (as if i still have energy)...Izzit possible for a normal person like us??
But well okie, it is really hetic..but since it is not everyday..I can handle it..but then still have the first 3 problems above...

So, hopefully after today's annual meeting, we can get a response from dean office..and hopefully they still having their conscience...PLEASE TREAT US LIKE YOUR OWN CHILD~!

Friday, September 12, 2008

Girls' Best Friend

Tonite, let me discuss some real serious topic with you. It is a bit embrassing maybe (not to me of course, I mean other girls or guys), but it is really important topic which we have to pay attention to.

It is all about Girls' best friend who come visit every month...ermm some in few months interval..it depends---Menstruation.
I know la...many people studied in secondary school, I also studied it in secondary school mah..but end up I don't know anything arrr, but still I can write the answer out during exam..>.<" So..how much do you know??!!

So what is the Menstruation?
It is the process or an instance of discharging the menses.
(Hokkien people said "Lai Ang" means "red color come")

The mean duration of menstruation is 28 plus minus 7 days.
If a woman has menstrual cycles occur less than 21 days--we call it polymenorrhea
If a woman has menstrual cycles occur more than 35 days--we call it oligomenorrhea

The first menses for a girl named menarche while the stopping of menses of ah ma called menopause.


So..what is important of us..I think 3 main aspects which is the most important:
1) How to deal with the PMS (Pre-menstrual syndrome) problems?
This is very important not just for a girl herself..it is quite important for male friends and of course boyfriend.
There are 100 symptoms have been attributes to PMS..but the most common are:
- Abdominal bloating (quite obvious sign, a caring boyfriend should have notice that)
-Anxiety (don't make her worry anymore..she can't bear it at that moment)
- Breast tenderness (some girls really experience constant pain one..so boyfriend ar..control yourself on that period of time la..HMm hMm..)
- Crying spells (don't ever try to give me any tvb or taiwan series..I will cry 10x normal one)
- Depression (If she suddenly keep silence for a long time, talk to her or tell her a joke)
- Fatigue (She will sleep more than usual..u may call her pig..but in a cute way maybe..like..small cute little pig?? keke)
- Irritability (Don't buttock gatal cari pasal with her at that moment..whatever she said is right at that moment)
- Weight gain (due to hormonal reason, the girl will get fat..assume you didn't notice..don't say "U seems like getting fatter"..unless u want another anxiety,depression,crying and irritability)

Well, don't worry..I just maximize the symptoms in 10x only lah...These symptoms can exist in women with stable or unstable personalities. Don't blame them la..they can't help it also.

2) What things should a girl consider and take care for herself?
- Don't drink any cold drinks and better don't take cold shower (becoz it is believed that during menstruation, it is very easy to get ill due to low immunity, cold drinks and cold shower will increase the risk of infections)
- Don't use the sanitary pad which is stick very tightly with ur skin. Do let them have some air. Some girls scared that the menses will spill out..so they make it very tight, it will increase the risk of infection of your genital
- Change the pad in 2-3 hours time, becoz when the blood expose in the air for long time, it serve as a very good media for microorganism growth
- If it is too painful,don't resist on taking pain killer..if not u pengsan(pain shock) already pun nobody knows
- Eat more iron containing food to restore your red blood cells
- Don't eat too much irritating food such as spicy one, becoz during menstruation it will stimulate your bowel function, spicy food will worsen the condition


3)What can a boyfriend/male friend do for a girl during menstruation?
- Don't feel shame to help her buy the pads, she definitely will sayang you more and of course love you more
- Make her a cup of hot chocolate or milk, it definitely will warm her up and make her more comfortable
- Smoothly massage her abdomen..it might help to decrease the pain..and intense your relationship with her as well~~
- Most important..don't try to require sexual intercourse...it is not good for her..becoz it will increase infection risk and also increase the pain!!!

So...clear enuough?? Of course I invite you all share your ideas with me as well..

At last but not least, to my all girl friends, remember to consult gynaecologist at least once a year, and if you found out something wrong with your menstrual or your vagina..do consult gynaecologist too..don't feel shame..becoz it might be too late!!




Sunday, September 7, 2008

你好吗?

如果有一天,你在路上和她/他擦肩而过,你会说些什么?
我或许什么都不会说,只会在心里默默地给与祝福,并在心里哼起这首歌~

主唱:李玖哲+周笔畅

温柔的时间
抚平我们的亏欠
过几天 过几年 伤会好一点
多久没见面

孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前 笑的那么甜
Baby 我想起你

你有了他
是否依然为了爱 变的很傻
我想起你
你有一个他
好久都 没说的话
你好吗

温柔的缠绵
我也放下了依恋
过几天 过几年 伤会好一点
我收着照片

安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下 唯一的关联

Sunday, August 31, 2008

My summer holiday 2008...

Hie guys~~ "Long Time No See!!!"

I didn't update my blog for two months plus already. At last I have "time" to write this...

This two months passed really fast...I guess all my friends in Russia still in the mood of holiday..no exception, I'm quite sure for that.."Holiday-Off Syndrome??" haha~~

So, friends, what have you done in this two months summer holiday?? Do share your interesting stories with me okie?

My holiday started with Bangkok trip. My friends and I stopped by in Bangkok for 2-3 days. Of course we did a lot of shopping over there. We went to few shopping complex, eat a lot of roadside "fish balls" with special thai chili sauce, thai original "koay-chap" (is internal organs noodle soup - my favourite!), sunday market, boat, temple and also Thai body massage....quite fun though!
But our Bangkok trip was ruined by the "Thai Girl Show"...aiks.. (for more information, you may msg me privately!) Very unlucky~!



After Bangkok trip, I went back to my hometown - Penang...

For the first 2 weeks, I can say that I realy do nothing..I basically just did the "sleep-eat-watch" routine everyday, sometimes I went to Starbucks just to online..Home no streamyx, and is kinda weird for a girl to go cyber cafe alone and online there. Of course I went shopping, bought a pair of high-heel shoes, but not really comfortable to wear..meet high-school friends, did my hair-cut, eat a lot of local food...

After two weeks I found out I have no more pocket money to spend..so I open the vacancy page inside the newspaper and find a job..then very soon I get the job..is a credit card promoter in Jusco. It is kinda easy job but quite boring...everyday talk, non-stop talking and standing for 8 hours a day..it is kinda tough..but I manage to get my sales and reach the target of course..So, hopefully I can get a very nice figure for my commission lah...which haven't get yet~!

I need to undergo medical practice in medical centre as well...so u may wonder how can I manage my timetable??!! Well, the promoter job is go by shift..when I work morning shift, it would be 10am - 6pm, so I went for my practical at 7pm - 9pm. When I work afternoon shift, that would be from 2pm - 10pm..so I went to clinic at 9am - 12noon..tired huh?? I sometimes will ask myself "why make yourself so tired and busy during holiday?" Hmmm...all because of money~~duh!

Anyway, I didn't really regret that I worked as part-time promoter and selling credit cards..at least I met some new friends like Calvin, Wan Ling, YC and her boyfriend, Yew Ze, Kai Xian, Wai Kuan, Faizal, Praveena and Linda..etc, you guys are really sweet..especially Wan Ling who treat me like sister~!

So after one month of working experiences, I thought I was able to cover my debt with my mum, I quit the job and also "prepare" to come back..back to the "eat-sleep-watch" routine..support Lee Chong Wei in Olympic..shout like hell when he had th final match with Ling Dan..So sad that he lost in the game..but really really appreciate his effort!

The last entertainment in Penang this holiday is the paint-ball war with Zhuan, Willy and their friends! 4 vs 4...fell down in the field leave me some bruises and also kena shoot by them..they didn't treat me as a girl inside the war!!!Grrrrr....Although lost in paint-ball war but I win back in Dota-war during that night~~haha!! Okie..fair enough~!

So..end of Beijing Olympic also means that end of my holiday..pack my things..and come back to this "cold" Russia again..Last year in Russia..I guess I'm not going to come back after this year..enough for me this 6 years~!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Ridiculous message....

Ridiculous and funny...

As usual..I woke up this morning and the first thing I did is to switch on my notebook and go into "Kwang Hwa Yit Poh" website check news, Facebook, Friendster and my blog...

So what is so ridiculous?? I received this....when I open my facebook's inbox...

Taylan Toprak
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Today at 5:26am
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Here im making a very serious proposal to you ! i study in north cyprus ! and i would love you to be my gf so much! Because i am so much attracted to your unique attraction and to your beauty! would you ever like to live in north cyprus for a while ??? i study computer engineering ! and i would be one of the happiest man on earth if you will come and live in here with me in north cyprus ! i bet you ll enjoy it too ! because here is a fantastic place to live ! with sunshine over 320 days ! and perfect nature and beaches ! please let me know your answer ! whether yes or no ! ;)thank you !!!

Christie:"....=.="....."
I bet...I'm number 1276432 to receive this...

Friday, June 20, 2008

Small talk:

While we searching for the pancake house(previous blog)...there was this russian drunken man..keep following us..accompany us walk for 15mins from dean office to middle of walking street...targeting Justin and talked with him..asking for 2rubs!!!! LOL..

Pancake House

Okie, at last I went to this pancake house which situated at the walking street...Due to so many people recommended..and said that those pancake are very delicious..so, I grab Zhuan, Teck Siong and Justin to go with me...

So, here we are...at the Pancake house "Блинком"

Christie: "Hey, I heard they said the one with chocolate and banana one very nice! I wanna try that one! How about you guys?"

Zhuan: "Okie la..same la.."
Teck Siong: (Looking at the menu..still blur blur) "Where got chocolate and banana?? Okie la..same la..."

Justin: "Wahh...49rubs...expensive loh!!! I dunwan..I take another one..hmm..I take Ham+Cheese+Tomatoes one!!" (this one cost 59rubs...I wonder he don't know how to do maths..)

Okie..then we took our pancake and find a seat..(By the way..the shop is really hot..and they have one plasma TV...the MTV...sucks~~)

So..what happened next??Let's see..


Christie: "This is my pancake..faster take photo!!"
Christie: "I eat loh..(after a bite...) hmmm...okie la..not bad not bad~~~(duh...delicious mehhhh??????)
Zhuan: "Next time don't want listen to what Christie said already...pancake like this...haih~~Better buy the "Shauma" outside one la..I still hungry, wanna buy Shauma??"

Teck Siong:"The pancake okie la...not bad ar" (like that also say Okie??)

Justin: "Like that sell 59rubs???I also know how to make la...Zhuan, you want? I make then sell for you..same price..59rubs!" (still kiam siap as always...)

Haih...

So...we finish our pancake...and walk out look for Shauma..mana tahu...the stall was closed..aiks..what a pity day~~


Thursday, June 12, 2008

听说爱情回来过

今天我还是忍不住跟他说话了,不过不再是假装找话题,而是告诉他不会再见他了。我知道这对他来说一点都没什么影响,只是我有那么一点点自私的希望他会感到伤心或少许的可惜。
我勇敢的选择了放下,并大步大步地往前走,我原地踏太久了。
虽然只是刚开始放下,虽然他的影子还是每分每秒在脑海里,但是我已不在哭了,顶多刚才在听到这首歌时眼泪在眼眶打滚了一下,但我决对不会再让它们流下来。
我收了很多真心朋友的祝福,我不会让你们担心我。
只想和我有类似问题的朋友,勇敢地活下去,明天会更美好的,别放弃“爱”!! =)

我把这首歌献给和我一样想放下的朋友……

听说爱情回来过
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见面说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不能见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的她
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Books For Sale

1. Kumar and Clark Clinical Medicine 6th Edition
~~590rubs
**everyone knows that this is the best basic book for 3rd year student who goin to start their internal medicine..




2. Pocketbook of Orthopaedics and Fractures 2nd Edition
~~250rubs








3. Rudolph's Fundamentals of Pediatrics 3rd Edition
~~400rubs
** I personal quite like this book because it is very easy to understand








4. Current Diagnosis & Treatment in Infectious Diseases
~~400rubs
**you may find more detail information other than lecture notes
*SOLD*







5. Basic & Clinical Pharmacology
~~450rubs
** very detail in pharmacokinetics and pharmacodynamics, side effect...etc




6. Fitzpatrick's Color Atlas & Synopsis of Clinical Dermatology
~~500rubs
**nice atlas!! easy to understand. summarize of the topics.







7. Adams and Victor's Principles of Neurology (Hard Cover) 8th Edition
~~1500rubs
**recommend for those who plan to specialize in Neurology




8. Adams and Victor's Manual of Neurology
~~300rubs
**easy carry to class, good in theory








9. Pathology 2nd Edition (Mosby)
~~250rubs
**especially for 3rd year students








p/s: Prices still discussable..and the if you interested, you may come to have a look on the books. =)

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

A Survey before Exam..

Christie really should continue study right now...but she is so tired already..and she is unable to squeeze more information into the brain...let's relax a bit...

1.Your mom calls you?
~ Hmm..nope..just sms usually..
2. What is your favorite cake flavor?
~ Original cheesecake I think…

3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
~ huh..that will be any nice movie when I go back…please do ask me out for movie if you want!!

4. If you wanted to be in a band, what
~ What kind of band?? In underground band..I want to be the sexy, rock, female vocalist!! But I use to play flute, trumpet and piccolo in my school band..

5. Where is the place you want to be
~ In my dear friends’ heart!!

6. What song do you listen to feel
~ 原点. Feeling ar…ermm..who want to sing this song with me??

7. What movie/s makes you cry?
~ duh…which movie didn’t make me cry by the way??

8. What is your favorite drink?
~ Cappuccino..

9. Who is/are the cartoon characters that you like?
~ errr..can’t really think of any..maybe Mr.Bean..that is the first thing that come into my mind

10. Chocolates or Flowers?
~ Chocolates…

11. In a week, how many times do you go online?
~ Everyday..

12. Describe yourself in one word?
~ Flexible??!!

13. What's the last thing you do before you go to sleep?
~ Usually many things will pop into my head..then I’ll start like flippng the stories in my head until I fall asleep

14. Are you in-love?
~ Nuh…I wish…

15. What's d most annoying question people ask you these days?
~ None wor…every Q are warm and nice…and also caring usually…
16. Are you heppy
~ Not really happy..but kinda pull myself out from sadness..go on with my life

17. Why?
~ huh..becoz this is life?? Now is sad period..but definitely happy period is going to come..

18. Is there something u wanna do?
~ nuh…not really actually…just let my life flow naturally..don’t want to plan anything

19. What are you listening to right now?
~ A sad, old song…and the voice of my small fans…

20. What was the last thing you ate?
~ Just ate biscuits with coffee…really like grandma..

21. If you were a crayon, what color?
~ hmm..Red??

22. What did you eat for breakfast?
~ Usually I didn’t eat..or simply grab anything..

23. Favorite day/s of the week?
~ Friday and Saturday…who don’t like it??

Monday, June 9, 2008

Small talk:

As what Kochi said in msn "Getting Neurotic"..hmm..I guess I'm on the same track too..obviously is about the problem I faced (previous blog) and also exams...I think my brain is having very active brain cells there...if you know what I mean..duh~~Can I actually forget everything?? ermm..maybe conditional forgetting? Like choose those thing that I really want to forget?? GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!I need to study!! really...

Friday, June 6, 2008

希望她比我更爱他

在我生命中有过好多段的感情,我不说是爱情,因为爱情对我来说并非那么容易得到。我庆幸的是我的确尝试过爱情的滋味。
我想没有人能够真正为“爱情”这个字眼下个定义,每个人一定有他自己的定义。
而我心目中的定义…………

昨晚,我发现我的前男友拍拖了。其实这是我一直有心理准备的事,但当事情真的发生在你面前时,那种奇怪的感觉仍然是有的。
这是一段刻苦铭心的爱情,是在我心目中会留下记忆的。
朋友都劝我是时候把手放开,真的谢谢你们,我会好好过,真的。
我也会祝福他们,希望她比我更爱他。
是时候把爱的责任放下了……

这就是我的“爱情”定义。

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

small talk:

Few things that still bother me:
1. I still miss Ms. Brownie very much...I can't help it..I still look through her pictures everyday.
2. I still miss him even though I told myself have to move on..
3. I can't sit still to study..I start do "something like eating, updating my blog, singing, dancing after 15mins reading my notes.
4. I still thinking why Russian like to cut-off hot water every June??

How to take a shower without hot water in Russia..

I lived in Nizhny Novgorod, a city of Russia for about 5 years already. Basically I haven’t really find anything really excited or interesting here in Russia. In the opposite, I do find something weird and sometimes we called it “crazy + unreasonable” “events” here. How weird is it? It is so weird enough that I want to share it with everyone in my blog..weird enough?? LOL..

So here’s what I feel so weird -- why everytime when the Summer is around, they will cut the hot water? Do they really think that the cold water is suitable for the hot Summer here where the cold water is like 0ºC!!! So now, they cut off the hot water in our hostel which makes me waste some times just to think some better way to take my shower and wash my hair.

Well, it is the fact already..I can’t do anything about it because my Russian language is still not good for me to argue with Russians about this stupid hot water stuff. So what I can do here is to “teach” others who live in the same hostel with me, HOW TO TAKE SHOWER WITH ONLY ONE PAIL OF WATER!!!

1) First, fill ¾ of your big pail with cold water. Then boil water and pour into the pail to fill the rest of ¼.
2) And now you can take your “express shower”. First, shampoo your hair, and don’t rinse it.
3) Then, put body shampoo. For girls, you might want to put your feminine wash soap too.
4) So now you can pour water from top of your head to rinse your whole body, ya I guess it will be clean enough by using the whole big pail of water..

Of course this method doesn’t include facial wash – you may wash your face under cold tap water after or before your shower.
It doesn’t include body scrubbing and conditioner..man, please remember the situation here..we have no hot water!!!

Friday, May 30, 2008

I still can't stabilize myself~~

I still can't accept the fact that Brownie actually had gone...

I bought her when she was 5 months big..until now she already one year old...

From the beginning when I don't know what she likes AT ALL until now I know what food she likes to eat, what toys she likes to play with, where she likes to sleep, where she likes to hide, when she likes to manja me...

She is a really stupid and lazy cat as what HanSin always scold her..but that's the way I like about her...

She just simply sit comfortably and ignore whatever stimulus that you use to provoke her..








She somtimes will sit near the window and that is the place where she meditating...

And I like the most when she sleep with me at night although she will run away when I fall into sleep...

I'll always remember the winter that I brought you long way to take your vaccine...

I'll always remember the winter that I brought you to see doctor

I'll always remember how many toys of you have been broken by Justin, Zhuan and Teck Siong..

I'll always remember that you "meow" me up from sleep when you "meow" during your first day of getting a real lady..

I'll always remember the scratches that you have given to me!!

I'll always remember how you play with my toes early in the morning and jump up on my bed just to wake me up...

I'll always remember how you cry for help when I bathed you..

I'll always remember how you run here and there and makes me think that you might have an hallucination!!

I'll always remember...

I'll always remember how much I love you, Brownie...

Just promise me that you will love me and remember me too~~

p/s: I'm so sorry that I have to admit I'm a irrational and sentimental person...thus..to 5th hostel commandant...I will hate you start from this day!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

New Hairstyle..

Here's Christie's new hairstyle cut by Kochi..
And this is actually I showed to him before he cut...
Okie la..although not same enough...but to me is okie..(of course la..the toy look so cute!!How can I be that cute? I am 23 old lady already!!)
Kok King said: "When the front part grow longer then you will look best!"

成你贵言~~

Sunday, May 25, 2008

A Business Deal! I damn need money~

I think I'm really crazy and free....'coz I keep thinking how to earn some pocket money...to be honest, I want to earn extra money for my Bangkok trip and KK trip and pay some debt >.<" ....keke..(I'm honest ohhh) Here's my thinking... Anyone who lazy to go out and buy groceries..now you can hire me~~I can help you go to Ашан and buy your groceries..how it works and how much it cost?? Well, you can ask me to go any day from Wed to Sun, but you have to tell me one day before. Just write a "To Buy List" for me with specific items (if have one) then hand it to me a day before you want me to buy.. Of course there is limit..don't ask me to buy a table from Ikea and expect me to bring back!!! Use your brain use your brain!!! (quoted from Phua Chu Kang) So how much it cost?? 0rubs - 1000 rubs of items----> charge 150rubs
1000rubs - 1500rubs of items----> charge 180rubs
(Just think about it, you no need to waste your time and one Taxi cost 300rubs and Aftoline 400rubs and will cost yo extra if u late for 20mins and will disappear if you late for 30mins..worth one~~) ngek ngek..

I think that is the limit I can bring..
Friends...if you really lazy and willing to pay me this amount..really no need to paiseh with me...Just do let me know okieeee?? =)

p/s: I can refuse to buy any item which I don't want to buy, but I will tell you when I receive your list.
You have to give me money first before I go. (Already told you..I don't have money~~)
Of course I can tell you "I'm not free, so can't help you out this time"!

一首让我哭的歌

沈入越来越深的海底
我开始想念你
我好孤寂

跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气是你

如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我快不能活
如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞

跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气是你

如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我
快不能活

如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞

如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我
快不能活

如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞

大坏蛋,我还是很想念你~
Small Talk:

今天我听了一个笑话……

“年轻人啊,请别快速驾车哦,如果没事的话你就早到家一分钟啦,那万一出事的话,你就必须等到七天后才能到家了~”

Friday, May 23, 2008

Honest survey

I saw this survey in Kochi's blog..HONESTLY I like to do this kind of survey..childish..I know~~ what to do??

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
~ purple…hehe *shy*

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
~ basically nothing eh….is good to have a “mind rest”

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
~ honestly, I am typing this lah..

4. Honestly, what did you do today?
~ honestly, I skipped class today, woke up at 2pm, ate a lot of toast bread with Russian kaya..and playing Dota..I put myself holiday today..okie, I promise I will start study tonight…I swear~~

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
~ In some extent I guess so..I guess it is very interesting..there are some people who think I am attractive while there are some who think that I am a b*tch…U may come to tell me I’m attractive..but if you think I’m a b****..no need to let me know..hehe

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
~ ya..I just said..I skipped the class..why don’t ask me what good things I have done today?? =)

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
~ At home ya..why not..I’m still young..*shy*

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
~ Not really..why should I?? I have nothing to jealous of..oh got!!I’m jealous of Kok King who made his blog so interesting..so I copy this from him..ngek ngek ngek..

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
~ hmmm…many wor..I’m very easy to be happy..I’m basically happy now..

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
~ Nope..bad habbit!!!! (Kok King..not good ohh, I hope nails as in fingers not toes!! : )

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
~ Hmmmm…okie okie la…still not yet get panic which I should (about my coming exams)

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
~ Not really..but sometimes I can eat a lot..sometimes I can’t..why? maybe becoz the food not delicious??

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
~ My family…I miss them..

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
~ Hell ya..who don’t have??

16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
~ Seldom hate people..only people hates me…sob sob

17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
~ Brownie!! But she still hiding under my bed..I think I’m gonna miss her so much when I go back to Malaysia..by the way, who can help me take care of her??

18. Honestly, do your friends like u?
~ If he/she is true friend then he/she will definitely..

19. Honestly, are you in denial?
~ denial of…. “I’m not crazy”???

20. Honestly, wouldn’t you rather be having sex right now?
~ Nope nope

21. Honestly, who is your best friend?
~ Brownie I guess…hehe..in Russia…Soo Yong, Colleen and Alson..you will be my best friends forever even though we are not close as before..

22. Honestly, have you ever consumed drugs?
~ drugs?? As a medical student we consider medication as drugs..so of course I do..

23. Honestly, do you like someone?
~ I like many people…

24. Honestly, does anyone like you?
~ I guess so…

25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
~ nope…

26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
~ hmm hmm (nodd)

Thursday, May 22, 2008

My Traumatology class

Ameet who try to figure out how Ilizarov Apparatus works..


Lavannia trying to understand the mechanism and treatment using the scheme chart.



Christie who try to see the X-ray film while HanSin disturbed her..(Please look at her legs..!!)

Ameet who try to see what kind of fracture it is..

Hansin obviouly headache with the X-ray pic..

Whole stack of X-ray film which teacher left for us...

p/s: by the way..all photos above are just posing..we didn't really that hardworking!!keke..

??!!!...nothing...just trying to be at home..

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

512 Tragedy

In my life I never experience what is earthquake, and I don't want to experience it either. Sometimes I will wonder, why when God create the earth, He create the disaster? Maybe it is already written in the Bible which I don't know or don't understand.

512 earthquake in SiChuan is such an hot issue in every newspaper. Everyday I read people, the most pleasant I saw is that a new survival was found.

Yesterday they had found a guy who still survive after burying for 179hours. And today news, another lady was found after burying for 195hours. As a medical student, I don't know what will be my 1st thought when this is really happen to me some day.


But, of course I pray that this kind of tragedy will never happen again~

There are some touching story behind the tragedy. A lady who got burried for 109 hours and her boyfriend stay near the hole where he found her waiting for succor to rescue her. In the meanwhile he said to her "The moon is round and bright tonight, will you marry me?"

Every organization is helping to collect donation, artists who sing and act to collect money. Everyone in the world is trying to give their tiny effort to help. The succor team which still trying their best finding for survivors...


Unfortunately, there are some people who gloat over the tragedy. They forward those useless SMS trying to involve in this issue with unknown purpose. The SMS is written this way:

北暮苍山兰舟四

京无落霞缀清川

奥年叶落缘份地

运水微漾人却震

and they claimed that this poem is written by famous poet - LiBai. They said LiBai had warn people in the poem that there will be earthquake during Olympic (according to the poem, every first word of the lines become 北京奥运, while every last word ofthe lines - 四川地震). After look through 。《李白诗全集》and 《全唐诗》(books of LiBai) there is no such poem at all. It is proved that this SMS is a prank!

Well, I have to say that if you (the one who create this "joke") are so free, please do something helpful and meaningful, people died over there, please show some sympathy!!!

At last, let us grieve over those victimize in this tragedy....and salute to the succor team~


Sunday, May 18, 2008

Nizhny Go Go~~

Well, NNGames has come to the end..

Unfortunately I just went to the main hall in Kstovo at the first day from 6am till 12noon..after that I went back with badminton players and support them in the sports hall near our hostel.

The opening ceremony was fun actually..first came the VIP, then the contigents from other university and of course from ours too. Then followed by all the speeches..then, the slide show and the project Setia performance (which I can't see from the front, I only can watch from the ping pong room behind it where all performance gathered). All the Setia members did a really good job..nice costume..especially Lavannia..keke I have to emphasize here, she is so pretty with the sari..the song of course they sing very well..
Lavannia in her Sari.


Then the indian dance..sorry to say that I have no time to watch it, coz at that moment I need to help my dancers do the make up. The dance is pretty long..but really thank you for that, 'coz because of that we have time to prepare..keke!!

After that followed by my "Get Up" dance, the one that I choriograph(ermm, just choriograph a bit la..others I copy from the show "So You Think You Can Dance"). I would like to thank all my dancers who practice so hard and dance so well..although our dance is short (just 2mins)..we practiced for few months..dance in the cold air outside the hostel..sit on the dirty floor..but come to think about that, it is really worth when we get all positive feedback. And this is will be my last dance I guess.

Christie who trying to be fierce.

Clarissa, you are really good dancer, and thank you for your suggestions, opinion and accompanion.
Me and Clarissa


Lavannia, you dance damn chun, everyone agrees that!
Lai Foong, your body really soft when u dance, keep on shaking~~
Ah Teng, although sometimes u forgot the steps, but you train so hard I can see that...
Yee Von, I always think that you isolated from us, you won't participate this kind of events..but I was wrong definitely..you are so sporting..you join us every year..I appreciate that =)

5 of you girls..why I purposely list out your name??It is because I will remember you guys for the rest of my life...because you guys support me and dance with me every year since first year..remember that?? =) Our memories will last forever, the very first chinese traditional dance, then the "Come on Over" and now the "Get Up"...i'm really happy to dance with you guys! And thanks for giving me chance to choriograph the dance every year even though I'm not good at it..and if during the practice I'm too fierce or anything, really sorry for that...just because I want the dance look perfect (although it aint goes that way..keke)

And of course other dancers who participate this time, Shu Yu, Apple, Hui Wei, Kok King, Nick, Teck Siong, Ling Seow, Kok Khai, Shou Zhi, William, Mervyn, Jack...Thank You deep from my heart~ You guys look really cool!!(I heard people said that our dance is very best ohh!!)
Kok King the gangster.

Mervyn the samurai..


After our dance, then continue by the chinese modern dance..sorry again that I have no time to watch that because I was so busy changing clothes to prepare for the cheerleading.

Then our cheerleaders who make the cold hall become warm and hot~! I can't see how our moves since I was in it, and my heart keep counting "1 2 3 4, 5 6 7 8", so scared that I make a mistake..I always said that we don't have "Ohhmm" during our practice..but surprisingly, maybe because of the crowd, this time we have such a great Ohhmm..keke..we are such a crazy team~!

p/s: But can all cheerleaders next time wear skirts?? ^.^ Warm and hot is not enough la, must BURN and MELT all the audience!!


After cheerleading I don't really know what had happened in the hall since I need to prepare to go back hostel.

I have no time to rest after I arrived hostel, although my contact lenses make my eyelids stick together(I slept in the bus and I wear it for too long, it becomes dry). I quickly prepare the sandwiches and the lunch for our badminton players and then rush to the sports hall.

For badminton, we just have 4 teams - NNSMA, KSMU, VSMU and MAI. I have to say Girls Doubles was very exciting when NNSMA vs Volgo. I shout until I almost lost my voice to support Adilah and Yanti..at last we lost (2-1). The last two games was catching my breath too..NNSMA vs KSMU for men doubles and men single. We won for men doubles but lost the men single unfortunately. I have to admit that KSMU they has really good players for all the games.

So, at last it is over~ We all had fun I believe...just have to say sorry for the food which is not us who responsible..the hotel gave sucks food for other uni's players...we are so sorry about that. We should have make sure what they goin to provide. Never trust Russian next time??!! hehe...I hope next time our coming NNSMA juniors will make the games more fun and well..

Nizhny Go Go~~

Friday, May 16, 2008

NNGames '08

Oh my goodness, at last I have some time to write something for today, what a busy day~~

Okie..tomorrow is a big day for all of NNSMA Malaysians..yup, is OUR big day..at this moment, we should really throw away all the misunderstanding and all the prejudice, is the time for us to hold our hand together and fight it!

After almost a year of preparation (ermm actually serious-preparation only took half a year or even less than that), tomorrow will launch this happening event!

To those futsal boys and girls..you really look cool while "kicking the balls" ^.^

To those badminton player who train so hard, although long time didn't really do the frog jump, duck run...etc..your skills really improve a lot..

To those netball players, this time dun get injured again ohh..must be garang back this time lah~~

To those voleyball players, we are really proud of you guys every year...keep the good job and get champion this time...The Only One Champion for this time..

To those Basketball players, really thanks for letting badminton players do the training besides the court during your training time. You guys really "chun" when passing the ball from one to another..I bet I will only stand there if I'm the one taking the ball an not even knowing where my ball goes!!

To those Bowling players, really sorry that I have to quit the game, due to shortage of money..but I know even I'm not in the team, you all sure will win..I saw your strength~~

To those cheerleaders, today is a superb cold day..and thanks for those who came for practice..we are not pro at all..this is what we can do the best..we all knew that..just cheers...

To all the performers, the choir team, the chinese modern dance, the indian dance...you rock!! Clear your throat, move your body and butt!!

At last but not least, to all my Get Up dancers, really thanks for these few months attendance for practice...Of course, we all know that our dance is not really synchronize yet..but it doesn't mean that I'm giving up..I just believe in miracle..I believe that something "extraordinary" will happen somehow tomorrow (as what Kochi said)...^.^

Let's shout together Nizhny Go Go..
Let's Rock~~~YoooHooo..

Thursday, May 15, 2008

总有一天会的,我会忘记你

5月15日2008
结果,我还是把你送我的mechanical pencil 弄丢了……或许,上天想要把你留在我身旁的东西一一带走,好让我在不知不觉中慢慢忘记你。我也想忘记你,会的,总有一天会的……

“跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气是你
如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我
快不能活
如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞”

是不是当一个人失恋时,会觉得每首歌都好像在唱着自己的故事?

I am Who I was

Hie there, in order to make a opening greeting to everyone..I plan to introduce myself in a very ordinary way...

My name is Christie Moey. "StarFishCute" is the name I used when I first knew how to online, but actually I already forgot the reason why I used this name. Anyway, it reflect how my personality is..I'm a stubborn person who will go straight towards the goal after I set one, that's why I never change the name after 10 years.

I'm 23 years old. A Taurean. If you want to know more about my personality, my strength and my weakness..just go read any comment about Taurus..it really suits me well..at least 90%.

I'm Malaysian. 4 years ago, I came to this country Russia and now I'm still stuck here. I study here as medical student. Currently in 5th year..soon to be 6th year student (last year). I'm not a smart student yet not hardworking person, but I will put myself in the place which I confirm I will pass the exams and become a good doctor in the future. My ambition during childhood is not to become doctor afer all, I was dreaming to become a lawyer like the one in Hong Kong TVB series...but movie is just a movie, when I grow up, I knew my dream is not going to make me look like I want it to be. I interested in medicine when I joined Red-Crescent Society in Form 2. And there was one day, my grandma admitted into hospital, I went to hospital to take care of her for the whole month. When I step in the hospital, this special feeling strikes me. The feeling that I want to work in the hospital. Here starts my journey. I'm not an ambitious person, I just want to be as ordinary as possible..I didn't plan to earn big money, I just need salary which can cover the expenses which me and my family need. My very basic principle of life -- entertainment and hardwork shoud be balance, 80% hardwork 20% entertainment! I hope it is not overindulgence?!!hehe..

I'm a sentimental person, a talkative girl..I like to ask questions, I like to know how people thinks, I like to discuss philosophy with people, but only for those can really discuss..not for those just want to convince people to follow what he/she thinks. I don't like arguing (who likes??), so whenever I sense a tense situation, to choose between Flight or Fight, I will choose the former...>.<" (I'm not brave person, u may say that..but I certainly need PEACE and I think arguing really wasting time). Few years ago, I have lost myself. I don't understand myself, I don't understand what I want, I was having dilemma for a long time until last year I knew what I want, who I am...that's my title "I am Who I was" means.

At last, about this blog, what will it looks like?? I'm not a tidy person, so I probably will just campur everything inside..my thinkings, some lyrics that I think is nice, my opinions, my whines, everything..I won't categorize it..I will mix it like rojak..hopefully u can catch up my pace..haha~


Welcome to my blog..and thanks for your reading...