I still can't stabilize myself~~

I still can't accept the fact that Brownie actually had gone...

I bought her when she was 5 months big..until now she already one year old...

From the beginning when I don't know what she likes AT ALL until now I know what food she likes to eat, what toys she likes to play with, where she likes to sleep, where she likes to hide, when she likes to manja me...

She is a really stupid and lazy cat as what HanSin always scold her..but that's the way I like about her...

She just simply sit comfortably and ignore whatever stimulus that you use to provoke her..

She somtimes will sit near the window and that is the place where she meditating...

And I like the most when she sleep with me at night although she will run away when I fall into sleep...

I'll always remember the winter that I brought you long way to take your vaccine...

I'll always remember the winter that I brought you to see doctor

I'll always remember how many toys of you have been broken by Justin, Zhuan and Teck Siong..

I'll always remember that you "meow" me up from sleep when you "meow" during your first day of getting a real lady..

I'll always remember the scratches that you have given to me!!

I'll always remember how you play with my toes early in the morning and jump up on my bed just to wake me up...

I'll always remember how you cry for help when I bathed you..

I'll always remember how you run here and there and makes me think that you might have an hallucination!!

I'll always remember...

I'll always remember how much I love you, Brownie...

Just promise me that you will love me and remember me too~~

p/s: I'm so sorry that I have to admit I'm a irrational and sentimental person...thus..to 5th hostel commandant...I will hate you start from this day!!!!!!

New Hairstyle..

Here's Christie's new hairstyle cut by Kochi..
And this is actually I showed to him before he cut...
Okie la..although not same enough...but to me is okie..(of course la..the toy look so cute!!How can I be that cute? I am 23 old lady already!!)
Kok King said: "When the front part grow longer then you will look best!"

成你贵言~~

A Business Deal! I damn need money~

I think I'm really crazy and free....'coz I keep thinking how to earn some pocket money...to be honest, I want to earn extra money for my Bangkok trip and KK trip and pay some debt >.<" ....keke..(I'm honest ohhh) Here's my thinking... Anyone who lazy to go out and buy groceries..now you can hire me~~I can help you go to Ашан and buy your groceries..how it works and how much it cost?? Well, you can ask me to go any day from Wed to Sun, but you have to tell me one day before. Just write a "To Buy List" for me with specific items (if have one) then hand it to me a day before you want me to buy.. Of course there is limit..don't ask me to buy a table from Ikea and expect me to bring back!!! Use your brain use your brain!!! (quoted from Phua Chu Kang) So how much it cost?? 0rubs - 1000 rubs of items----> charge 150rubs
1000rubs - 1500rubs of items----> charge 180rubs
(Just think about it, you no need to waste your time and one Taxi cost 300rubs and Aftoline 400rubs and will cost yo extra if u late for 20mins and will disappear if you late for 30mins..worth one~~) ngek ngek..

I think that is the limit I can bring..
Friends...if you really lazy and willing to pay me this amount..really no need to paiseh with me...Just do let me know okieeee?? =)

p/s: I can refuse to buy any item which I don't want to buy, but I will tell you when I receive your list.
You have to give me money first before I go. (Already told you..I don't have money~~)
Of course I can tell you "I'm not free, so can't help you out this time"!

一首让我哭的歌

沈入越来越深的海底

我开始想念你

我好孤寂

跌进越来越冷的爱里

我快不能呼吸

我想要你

人活著赖著一口氧气

氧气是你

如果你爱我

你会来找我

你会知道我快不能活

如果你爱我

你会来救我

空气很稀薄

因为寂寞

跌进越来越冷的爱里

我快不能呼吸

我想要你

人活著赖著一口氧气

氧气是你

如果你爱我

你会来找我

你会知道我

快不能活

如果你爱我

你会来救我

空气很稀薄

因为寂寞

如果你爱我

你会来找我

你会知道我

快不能活

如果你爱我

你会来救我

空气很稀薄

因为寂寞

大坏蛋，我还是很想念你~

Small Talk:

今天我听了一个笑话……

“年轻人啊，请别快速驾车哦，如果没事的话你就早到家一分钟啦，那万一出事的话，你就必须等到七天后才能到家了~”

Honest survey

I saw this survey in Kochi's blog..HONESTLY I like to do this kind of survey..childish..I know~~ what to do??

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
~ purple…hehe *shy*

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
~ basically nothing eh….is good to have a “mind rest”

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
~ honestly, I am typing this lah..

4. Honestly, what did you do today?
~ honestly, I skipped class today, woke up at 2pm, ate a lot of toast bread with Russian kaya..and playing Dota..I put myself holiday today..okie, I promise I will start study tonight…I swear~~

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
~ In some extent I guess so..I guess it is very interesting..there are some people who think I am attractive while there are some who think that I am a b*tch…U may come to tell me I’m attractive..but if you think I’m a b****..no need to let me know..hehe

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
~ ya..I just said..I skipped the class..why don’t ask me what good things I have done today?? =)

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
~ At home ya..why not..I’m still young..*shy*

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
~ Not really..why should I?? I have nothing to jealous of..oh got!!I’m jealous of Kok King who made his blog so interesting..so I copy this from him..ngek ngek ngek..

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
~ hmmm…many wor..I’m very easy to be happy..I’m basically happy now..

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
~ Nope..bad habbit!!!! (Kok King..not good ohh, I hope nails as in fingers not toes!! : )

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
~ Hmmmm…okie okie la…still not yet get panic which I should (about my coming exams)

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
~ Not really..but sometimes I can eat a lot..sometimes I can’t..why? maybe becoz the food not delicious??

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
~ My family…I miss them..

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
~ Hell ya..who don’t have??

16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
~ Seldom hate people..only people hates me…sob sob

17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
~ Brownie!! But she still hiding under my bed..I think I’m gonna miss her so much when I go back to Malaysia..by the way, who can help me take care of her??

18. Honestly, do your friends like u?
~ If he/she is true friend then he/she will definitely..

19. Honestly, are you in denial?
~ denial of…. “I’m not crazy”???

20. Honestly, wouldn’t you rather be having sex right now?
~ Nope nope

21. Honestly, who is your best friend?
~ Brownie I guess…hehe..in Russia…Soo Yong, Colleen and Alson..you will be my best friends forever even though we are not close as before..

22. Honestly, have you ever consumed drugs?
~ drugs?? As a medical student we consider medication as drugs..so of course I do..

23. Honestly, do you like someone?
~ I like many people…

24. Honestly, does anyone like you?
~ I guess so…

25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
~ nope…

26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
~ hmm hmm (nodd)

My Traumatology class

Ameet who try to figure out how Ilizarov Apparatus works..


Lavannia trying to understand the mechanism and treatment using the scheme chart.

Christie who try to see the X-ray film while HanSin disturbed her..(Please look at her legs..!!)

Ameet who try to see what kind of fracture it is..

Hansin obviouly headache with the X-ray pic..

Whole stack of X-ray film which teacher left for us...

p/s: by the way..all photos above are just posing..we didn't really that hardworking!!keke..

??!!!...nothing...just trying to be at home..

512 Tragedy

In my life I never experience what is earthquake, and I don't want to experience it either. Sometimes I will wonder, why when God create the earth, He create the disaster? Maybe it is already written in the Bible which I don't know or don't understand.

512 earthquake in SiChuan is such an hot issue in every newspaper. Everyday I read people, the most pleasant I saw is that a new survival was found.

Yesterday they had found a guy who still survive after burying for 179hours. And today news, another lady was found after burying for 195hours. As a medical student, I don't know what will be my 1st thought when this is really happen to me some day.

But, of course I pray that this kind of tragedy will never happen again~

There are some touching story behind the tragedy. A lady who got burried for 109 hours and her boyfriend stay near the hole where he found her waiting for succor to rescue her. In the meanwhile he said to her "The moon is round and bright tonight, will you marry me?"

Every organization is helping to collect donation, artists who sing and act to collect money. Everyone in the world is trying to give their tiny effort to help. The succor team which still trying their best finding for survivors...

Unfortunately, there are some people who gloat over the tragedy. They forward those useless SMS trying to involve in this issue with unknown purpose. The SMS is written this way:

北暮苍山兰舟四

京无落霞缀清川

奥年叶落缘份地

运水微漾人却震

and they claimed that this poem is written by famous poet - LiBai. They said LiBai had warn people in the poem that there will be earthquake during Olympic (according to the poem, every first word of the lines become 北京奥运, while every last word ofthe lines - 四川地震). After look through 。《李白诗全集》and 《全唐诗》(books of LiBai) there is no such poem at all. It is proved that this SMS is a prank!

Well, I have to say that if you (the one who create this "joke") are so free, please do something helpful and meaningful, people died over there, please show some sympathy!!!

At last, let us grieve over those victimize in this tragedy....and salute to the succor team~

Nizhny Go Go~~

Well, NNGames has come to the end..

Unfortunately I just went to the main hall in Kstovo at the first day from 6am till 12noon..after that I went back with badminton players and support them in the sports hall near our hostel.

The opening ceremony was fun actually..first came the VIP, then the contigents from other university and of course from ours too. Then followed by all the speeches..then, the slide show and the project Setia performance (which I can't see from the front, I only can watch from the ping pong room behind it where all performance gathered). All the Setia members did a really good job..nice costume..especially Lavannia..keke I have to emphasize here, she is so pretty with the sari..the song of course they sing very well..
Lavannia in her Sari.


Then the indian dance..sorry to say that I have no time to watch it, coz at that moment I need to help my dancers do the make up. The dance is pretty long..but really thank you for that, 'coz because of that we have time to prepare..keke!!

After that followed by my "Get Up" dance, the one that I choriograph(ermm, just choriograph a bit la..others I copy from the show "So You Think You Can Dance"). I would like to thank all my dancers who practice so hard and dance so well..although our dance is short (just 2mins)..we practiced for few months..dance in the cold air outside the hostel..sit on the dirty floor..but come to think about that, it is really worth when we get all positive feedback. And this is will be my last dance I guess.

Christie who trying to be fierce.

Clarissa, you are really good dancer, and thank you for your suggestions, opinion and accompanion.
Me and Clarissa


Lavannia, you dance damn chun, everyone agrees that!
Lai Foong, your body really soft when u dance, keep on shaking~~
Ah Teng, although sometimes u forgot the steps, but you train so hard I can see that...
Yee Von, I always think that you isolated from us, you won't participate this kind of events..but I was wrong definitely..you are so sporting..you join us every year..I appreciate that =)

5 of you girls..why I purposely list out your name??It is because I will remember you guys for the rest of my life...because you guys support me and dance with me every year since first year..remember that?? =) Our memories will last forever, the very first chinese traditional dance, then the "Come on Over" and now the "Get Up"...i'm really happy to dance with you guys! And thanks for giving me chance to choriograph the dance every year even though I'm not good at it..and if during the practice I'm too fierce or anything, really sorry for that...just because I want the dance look perfect (although it aint goes that way..keke)

And of course other dancers who participate this time, Shu Yu, Apple, Hui Wei, Kok King, Nick, Teck Siong, Ling Seow, Kok Khai, Shou Zhi, William, Mervyn, Jack...Thank You deep from my heart~ You guys look really cool!!(I heard people said that our dance is very best ohh!!)
Kok King the gangster.

Mervyn the samurai..


After our dance, then continue by the chinese modern dance..sorry again that I have no time to watch that because I was so busy changing clothes to prepare for the cheerleading.

Then our cheerleaders who make the cold hall become warm and hot~! I can't see how our moves since I was in it, and my heart keep counting "1 2 3 4, 5 6 7 8", so scared that I make a mistake..I always said that we don't have "Ohhmm" during our practice..but surprisingly, maybe because of the crowd, this time we have such a great Ohhmm..keke..we are such a crazy team~!

p/s: But can all cheerleaders next time wear skirts?? ^.^ Warm and hot is not enough la, must BURN and MELT all the audience!!

After cheerleading I don't really know what had happened in the hall since I need to prepare to go back hostel.

I have no time to rest after I arrived hostel, although my contact lenses make my eyelids stick together(I slept in the bus and I wear it for too long, it becomes dry). I quickly prepare the sandwiches and the lunch for our badminton players and then rush to the sports hall.

For badminton, we just have 4 teams - NNSMA, KSMU, VSMU and MAI. I have to say Girls Doubles was very exciting when NNSMA vs Volgo. I shout until I almost lost my voice to support Adilah and Yanti..at last we lost (2-1). The last two games was catching my breath too..NNSMA vs KSMU for men doubles and men single. We won for men doubles but lost the men single unfortunately. I have to admit that KSMU they has really good players for all the games.

So, at last it is over~ We all had fun I believe...just have to say sorry for the food which is not us who responsible..the hotel gave sucks food for other uni's players...we are so sorry about that. We should have make sure what they goin to provide. Never trust Russian next time??!! hehe...I hope next time our coming NNSMA juniors will make the games more fun and well..

Nizhny Go Go~~

NNGames '08

Oh my goodness, at last I have some time to write something for today, what a busy day~~

Okie..tomorrow is a big day for all of NNSMA Malaysians..yup, is OUR big day..at this moment, we should really throw away all the misunderstanding and all the prejudice, is the time for us to hold our hand together and fight it!

After almost a year of preparation (ermm actually serious-preparation only took half a year or even less than that), tomorrow will launch this happening event!

To those futsal boys and girls..you really look cool while "kicking the balls" ^.^

To those badminton player who train so hard, although long time didn't really do the frog jump, duck run...etc..your skills really improve a lot..

To those netball players, this time dun get injured again ohh..must be garang back this time lah~~

To those voleyball players, we are really proud of you guys every year...keep the good job and get champion this time...The Only One Champion for this time..

To those Basketball players, really thanks for letting badminton players do the training besides the court during your training time. You guys really "chun" when passing the ball from one to another..I bet I will only stand there if I'm the one taking the ball an not even knowing where my ball goes!!

To those Bowling players, really sorry that I have to quit the game, due to shortage of money..but I know even I'm not in the team, you all sure will win..I saw your strength~~

To those cheerleaders, today is a superb cold day..and thanks for those who came for practice..we are not pro at all..this is what we can do the best..we all knew that..just cheers...

To all the performers, the choir team, the chinese modern dance, the indian dance...you rock!! Clear your throat, move your body and butt!!

At last but not least, to all my Get Up dancers, really thanks for these few months attendance for practice...Of course, we all know that our dance is not really synchronize yet..but it doesn't mean that I'm giving up..I just believe in miracle..I believe that something "extraordinary" will happen somehow tomorrow (as what Kochi said)...^.^

Let's shout together Nizhny Go Go..
Let's Rock~~~YoooHooo..

总有一天会的，我会忘记你

5月15日2008
结果，我还是把你送我的mechanical pencil 弄丢了……或许，上天想要把你留在我身旁的东西一一带走，好让我在不知不觉中慢慢忘记你。我也想忘记你，会的，总有一天会的……

“跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气是你
如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我
快不能活
如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞”

是不是当一个人失恋时，会觉得每首歌都好像在唱着自己的故事？

I am Who I was

Hie there, in order to make a opening greeting to everyone..I plan to introduce myself in a very ordinary way...

My name is Christie Moey. "StarFishCute" is the name I used when I first knew how to online, but actually I already forgot the reason why I used this name. Anyway, it reflect how my personality is..I'm a stubborn person who will go straight towards the goal after I set one, that's why I never change the name after 10 years.

I'm 23 years old. A Taurean. If you want to know more about my personality, my strength and my weakness..just go read any comment about Taurus..it really suits me well..at least 90%.

I'm Malaysian. 4 years ago, I came to this country Russia and now I'm still stuck here. I study here as medical student. Currently in 5th year..soon to be 6th year student (last year). I'm not a smart student yet not hardworking person, but I will put myself in the place which I confirm I will pass the exams and become a good doctor in the future. My ambition during childhood is not to become doctor afer all, I was dreaming to become a lawyer like the one in Hong Kong TVB series...but movie is just a movie, when I grow up, I knew my dream is not going to make me look like I want it to be. I interested in medicine when I joined Red-Crescent Society in Form 2. And there was one day, my grandma admitted into hospital, I went to hospital to take care of her for the whole month. When I step in the hospital, this special feeling strikes me. The feeling that I want to work in the hospital. Here starts my journey. I'm not an ambitious person, I just want to be as ordinary as possible..I didn't plan to earn big money, I just need salary which can cover the expenses which me and my family need. My very basic principle of life -- entertainment and hardwork shoud be balance, 80% hardwork 20% entertainment! I hope it is not overindulgence?!!hehe..

I'm a sentimental person, a talkative girl..I like to ask questions, I like to know how people thinks, I like to discuss philosophy with people, but only for those can really discuss..not for those just want to convince people to follow what he/she thinks. I don't like arguing (who likes??), so whenever I sense a tense situation, to choose between Flight or Fight, I will choose the former...>.<" (I'm not brave person, u may say that..but I certainly need PEACE and I think arguing really wasting time). Few years ago, I have lost myself. I don't understand myself, I don't understand what I want, I was having dilemma for a long time until last year I knew what I want, who I am...that's my title "I am Who I was" means.

At last, about this blog, what will it looks like?? I'm not a tidy person, so I probably will just campur everything inside..my thinkings, some lyrics that I think is nice, my opinions, my whines, everything..I won't categorize it..I will mix it like rojak..hopefully u can catch up my pace..haha~

Welcome to my blog..and thanks for your reading...